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Uphill battle…
Everyone is moving on but where should I go?
Time, flying...
Everything is changing...
Every moment, nonstop...
I am telling myself hardly...
But it does not work each and every time...
Everyone beside me is keep on moving...
Even it's only a little step...
But, why am I still standing here without a single move?
I am standing here like paralyzed...
Completely paralyzed...
Or, maybe I had been attacked by cancer cell...
Spreading fast and kill all my cell in my body...
Now, I can't even move a cell in my soul...
One, two, three, and four...
Friends, keep on passing by my side...
Five, six, seven and eight..
Friends, even for those who are sick, they have woke and run...
Everyone is moving on, then should I ask again?
Where should I go?
Where did I go?
Where will I go?
I can almost see it yet I can't...
That dream I had been dreaming...
I am doing it yet it just not enough...
Every steps that I'm taking, lost in no direction...
My faith is shaking...
It's not about how fast I get there nor what's waiting on the other side anymore...
I......just have to stand up all again by myself...
It's all about myself now...
ALL ABOUT ME...
Time, flying...
Everything is changing...
Every moment, nonstop...
I am telling myself hardly...
But it does not work each and every time...
Everyone beside me is keep on moving...
Even it's only a little step...
But, why am I still standing here without a single move?
I am standing here like paralyzed...
Completely paralyzed...
Or, maybe I had been attacked by cancer cell...
Spreading fast and kill all my cell in my body...
Now, I can't even move a cell in my soul...
One, two, three, and four...
Friends, keep on passing by my side...
Five, six, seven and eight..
Friends, even for those who are sick, they have woke and run...
Everyone is moving on, then should I ask again?
Where should I go?
Where did I go?
Where will I go?
I can almost see it yet I can't...
That dream I had been dreaming...
I am doing it yet it just not enough...
Every steps that I'm taking, lost in no direction...
My faith is shaking...
It's not about how fast I get there nor what's waiting on the other side anymore...
I......just have to stand up all again by myself...
It's all about myself now...
ALL ABOUT ME...
Labels: Future

“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
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