Let me go home :)
Another winter day, has come and gone away.
I never thought it could be this far, and hard.
I wonder how and why I'm in this path.
I want to go home, let me go home.
I'm just too far, from where I'm from.
Never judges a book by it's cover?
I always did, and so do they.
Seriously, you may think that I'm playful.
Totally agree with that, I'm playful.
You will never know what is inside a shell,
before you really open it.
I'm weak.
Silent, a murder case happened.
With a word, in a second.
My heart struggles hard to pump the last red blood cell with oxygen.
Too late, time is scarce.
Silence broke the silence.
Remain. Silent.
P.
It means a lot to me, since it made my name special.
L.
Lie, life is full with lies.
A.
A little too much, to reach an A.
Y.
Never found a satisfied answer for my question.
Why it's a mess for my youth?
2010.
I miss you year.
Time passed, tears dried, life go on...
Do I deserve better?
I had got my run, but it seems to be the wrong path.
Disqualified.
I had a bad play.
2011.
Changing my life year.
It's either do or die.
Work harder or you'll just die.
No one cares, NO ONE.
This is the reality where everyone fighting for their own dream.
I would like to say, if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder.
For me, I just, wanna go home.
Let me go home.
Silly.
I want this year over faster as it can.
Yet, I could have done badly for this year.
Perhaps, I shouldn't insist on what I pursuit.
Those positive energy is what I need now.
I want to be somebody in my life.
But, is it that we succeed in our study then I'll be somebody?
What if I failed?
Nobody?
The positive energy is now going low.
Charge doesn't help much.
Negative energy attack with strong armies.
City walls are broken.
Couldn't help but fall.
Dead.
I am at the ground state currently.
Needed a lot of energy to overcome the activation energy.
So that I could get a good "product".
SMILE! :)
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“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard.”
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