Rubbish, Get out of my life.
First of all, I really need to forget the past and look to the future. The past did annoyed me in a special way where I could cry over it. So, I need a bag. A rubbish bag. To get those rubbishes away. How about a Rubbish bag by Louis Vuitton?
If I used LV rubbish bag to pack my past, I could at least feel a little worthy. But if I use it to pack those "rubbishes", I feel like I have wasted my own money! Even a Tesco rubbish bag is way too expensive for them, the "rubbishes".
Even if I ask others to throw away the "rubbishes", they will eventually forget it. Because they don't even want to get near of it. I hate "rubbishes" too! Those "rubbishes" who fake themselves in front of you, those who talking bad behind you, those who thought that they are the one who doing good deeds and those who think I will only stab them on their backs. Stupid "rubbishes" will never know how much I cares about them and telling people about their goods. I will never do it again to change another stab behind my back. I had enough of being good person and working hard just to let you look at me in one kind and talking bad about me. I will never doubt about myself again just because of those "rubbishes". I am just who I am. I am the perfect me. I am the prettiest me. I am the QUEEN.
I counted. I wasted 2 and a half lines of my tears for those "rubbishes". Why should I wasted them? There are places where they need water so much. And I just wasted 2 and a half lines of my tears for "rubbishes" who can't keep their jealousy well. I should have packed and recycle those "rubbishes". I had made a new recycle bins for myself. If you need it, just tell me.
And my mother told me, don't let those "rubbishes" to get near you. They will stick on you and won't let you go until you vanished in front of them. They can say something like : " I don't want to work with her", "If she work, I don't want work", "Choose it, me or she?" or "I don't want to see her face anymore". You won't understand how it hurt. I cares about you and that's what you said. Did I kill your family members or what? Remember my mother's advises, it's important.
P/S: it's only "RUBBISHES", don't let them get to you.
I hate it when I clear my memories and you fill it back again in just a minute. All those memories come back with one of your eyesight. Your look betrayed your heart. I know what exactly you're thinking cause I had enough. There are two more "rubbishes" before you become "rubbishes". At first, I thought is only my stupid wrong instinct. But yeah, it actually what it sound like. Like those before. You're just "rubbishes" as they are.
Can't you see I am cleaning my garden? Stop polluting my garden.
I am just like the bin. I can't accept anymore "rubbishes" when it's full.
I have my limit. I had enough for that.
Get lost you, B****!
Good Night!
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