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I'm dead.
You won't understand unless you're woman.However, you might not understand even you are woman.
To those lucky one, your life is much better than those unlucky.
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I hate it when there's something just no one can understand.
Even though others know how it feel, but they are not suffering.
You won't be understand that little thing can actually make you cry.
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"You are acting weirdly."
When you're force to give the best expression, and you realized.....
The smile is so awkward and tears are rolling in your eyes.
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"Sorry. Please don't angry for what I said."
What?! Why should I?
"Calm down please."
"I'm not angry with you!"
You just don't know how much I struggle before I said that to you.
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Do you know how your mouth look like when you get punched?
Look at mine.
Do you know how hard to open you mouth after you get punched?
Look at me.
Do you know how painful it is when you smile or talk?
Look at me.
Come on! Do I need to tell the whole world?
"I had four ulcers! Recently, one is gone, left three! The biggest one still here with me! So, I can't talk well and can't smile too much! Please don't look at my expression, cause I can't control it! So what I said is what I mean, don't doubt about it! Plus, my endometrium wall is under construction. It just collapsed earlier than expected. I need to suffer more!"
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Get it?
No?
Fine.
You just need to know,
I'm dead.
Labels: Life
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard.”
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